Pointless effort

A mom who is sick and thinks that she is going to die, when she will be fine. A dad that does nothing but drinks all day and does nothing in the house. A sister that does nothing but ticks off both parents with her bad temper. A brother who fuels the anger in the house. And friends who when you try to talk to give you an attitude and short answers where it feels like an interview. Sitting on your ass trying to talk to someone to spill out our heart. And waiting on someone to talk to, but sitting looking at the sky trying to find the first star of the night to make a wish. Pointless efforts everyone to start trying to talk to someone, because they just seem to go nowhere. Banking so much effort into this and trying to get it to work, cause don't want to feel like a fool to have known that all that time has gone to waste. It's like you try so hard to make an effort just to sit and try to figure out where did that feeling go so suddenly. Waiting for the next time to be able to reunited.