undefined lines

Undefined lines are just there. It the line the divides but you do not know where and how. It separates your friends and enemies. Your friends and what you think is something more. It's a line that you might have trouble trying to make solid. But it's so confusing when that line is not solid and you get hurt. You're friends back-stab you and sometimes it feels like a slap in the face when you think there is something more when there is not. It's hard sometimes to tell someone about your feelings cause they just can't seem to relate to you anymore.

Quick assumptions and Masks

Ever had someone think a certain way to you, but you ended up being good friends with them. They stay by you through thick and thin but then a small event happens and you are left lost. You try finding yourself and it just feels like your wearing a mask so that no one can point you out. You can't find the right thing to do. Should you be like those people that change and change yourself so that you can still keep those friends. It just feels like like you are alone sometimes.

trust fades to nothing

Ever feel like things change and you can't see to trust anyone. The people that used to tell you everything and the person that you turn to to tell about your thoughts. It's like they leave you for someone else when they say that have your back. It feels like a knife.

empty smiles

Ever smile just so that people that think your okay. But yet inside you don't feel joyed at all. I'm pretty sure all of us done it for others. The only joy you seem to get is to cheer up someone else's day.

sweet melody and wishful dreams

dreams are nothing more than a bunch of cells sending off signals right? well why is something that seems so simple, seem so good. laying in bed and enjoying sweet melodies of the music, and for some even bringing them to tears thinking of their pasts. feels like dreams brings more than just good thoughts during the night, it gives a laughs and sometimes hope that things will be better than the last day. the dreams just seem to get better as summer winds down. where were they before...

blast from the past

why does things seem to always repeat. have you ever felt neglected, pushed aside, and unwanted. remember this all too well. happened once and afraid it might come up and happen again. it's a sad thing but i guess its something you just can't control. life seems to get so complicated, but yet its the same thing again.

winding down

As things wind down don't you feel like it wasn't what you expected it to be. Summer winding down and school is going to pick back up soon. Don't you just wish that you can restart summer and do it the right way. Feels like there is not much time left, but so much to do that won't be able to be done