If it were so easy

If it were so easy to rid one's anguish and sorrow. To express how much anger that would only be described as wanting to go up to someone and slitting their throat to watch them blood to feel some kinda of satisfaction. Being only let down and hurt by the ones you love. Oh how ironic that even with words of promises they all seem so grim and fake and that you might want to go and burn everything. Watch everything come ablaze. Watching with satisfaction that it is all over and that your worries no longer need to linger and the whole memory is over. Watch as those you put fake smiles on for burn as if they were in hell, and gloat in the fact that they are in so much pain. And to take a knife and easily stab in the back of the head of those who dared to even come close to the one that you want to be with forever. To strike fear into the heart and soul of others to have them remember where they stand and not to go a step further. If only it were that easy; one's morals and ethics always stand in the way they feel and how to respond. Being mentally contradicting on your impulses and where your morals stand and how you are raised. Oh how frustrating it is to know that the one you love is out without you, wasting their time over something so pointless and with people that you can't even give a rat's ass about. Stand around and bite your tongue, cause you know that if you don't that you will destroy everything with the bare hands. What one might find innocent and mindless might just irritate and aggravate another to take the defensive.