undefined lines

Undefined lines are just there. It the line the divides but you do not know where and how. It separates your friends and enemies. Your friends and what you think is something more. It's a line that you might have trouble trying to make solid. But it's so confusing when that line is not solid and you get hurt. You're friends back-stab you and sometimes it feels like a slap in the face when you think there is something more when there is not. It's hard sometimes to tell someone about your feelings cause they just can't seem to relate to you anymore.

Quick assumptions and Masks

Ever had someone think a certain way to you, but you ended up being good friends with them. They stay by you through thick and thin but then a small event happens and you are left lost. You try finding yourself and it just feels like your wearing a mask so that no one can point you out. You can't find the right thing to do. Should you be like those people that change and change yourself so that you can still keep those friends. It just feels like like you are alone sometimes.

trust fades to nothing

Ever feel like things change and you can't see to trust anyone. The people that used to tell you everything and the person that you turn to to tell about your thoughts. It's like they leave you for someone else when they say that have your back. It feels like a knife.

empty smiles

Ever smile just so that people that think your okay. But yet inside you don't feel joyed at all. I'm pretty sure all of us done it for others. The only joy you seem to get is to cheer up someone else's day.

sweet melody and wishful dreams

dreams are nothing more than a bunch of cells sending off signals right? well why is something that seems so simple, seem so good. laying in bed and enjoying sweet melodies of the music, and for some even bringing them to tears thinking of their pasts. feels like dreams brings more than just good thoughts during the night, it gives a laughs and sometimes hope that things will be better than the last day. the dreams just seem to get better as summer winds down. where were they before...

blast from the past

why does things seem to always repeat. have you ever felt neglected, pushed aside, and unwanted. remember this all too well. happened once and afraid it might come up and happen again. it's a sad thing but i guess its something you just can't control. life seems to get so complicated, but yet its the same thing again.

winding down

As things wind down don't you feel like it wasn't what you expected it to be. Summer winding down and school is going to pick back up soon. Don't you just wish that you can restart summer and do it the right way. Feels like there is not much time left, but so much to do that won't be able to be done

summer loving under the shooting stars

Summer loving is such a complex thing. you can't tell if you really like the person or it's just a short term thing. its really frustrating trying to get your emotions straight. and as for the meteor shower. if only the city lights were gone. seeing 4 really made my day though, but i wish i could share it with someone. :D

distance

sometimes it feels like when you put in the effort to move foward you just seem to end up moving backwards 2 step. it feels like all the effort you put into it was just to move backwards. its sometimes really hard to do anything when no one is taking you seriously. gah its just so frustrating when all your efforts are useless. sometimes it feels like distance is just getting bigger and bigger. everything seem so much harder than before.

words that are unspoken

sometimes when you are with someone that is important with you, you have a thought in mind but you can't seem to find the rights words or don't have the guts to express it. today is just one of those days where i can't seem to get what i want to say out. but even though i couldn't express myself i still had a good day, but not perfect

fullmoon moonlight

Staring at the fullmoon really helps u contemplate what is going on in your life. your friends, your family, and yourself. Today was a really interesting day, from taking care of a friends little sister while she runs off wit my sister, to seeing live fishes. And while all this was going on i was alone just contemplating about what's real and fake. Who's actually there for me and who i'm actually there for. and its shocking how much i discovered.

backfire

iono why but sometimes when things seem to right and yet inside u feel so sad. it seems lik wat you were expecting kinda backfired in ur face. but today isnt one of those days. XD but i was feelin lik that a few days straight.

bailing...

why do ppl make plans if they end up bailing on you for differnt plans that come up after... eh its just kinda annoyin